What can i do???

i was lost
i couldnt concentrate on my study
help help
i really dont want to retake or resit any paper
heard that it was not easy
but this is just only the beginning
i cant even do well in only 6 subjects
how can i still survive for the next 4years
the course will be goin tougher and tougher
i will only getting lost and lost
what should i do
i know what is my problem
but i still cant control myself
i was SUPER LAZY
i force myself to study but my mind was not on the book
i was thinking of other things and couldnt concentrate on it
haiz

i enjoyed life in kampar
freedom!!!
but now i prefer at home
at least my parents will always encourage me to study and can control me
and maybe i can concentrate if i m at home
but i cant change the reality
i was now away from home
always study at last minute is not a good way
i will try my best to do well in my study
GAMBATEH

still that phrase:
WHAT CAN I DO???